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hey, this is a blog about a girl named michelle. if you know her, then that's great i guess. if not, then this blog might be a little confusing. if you want to get to know me, just talk to me. i don't bite. i think.

It's funny how the most least expected things tend to happen.. during the the most unexpected times. Everything happened so suddenly, I guess it was just a shock, especially because it's something different. Of course, the best things come by surprise.

It used to be just me and him saying hi to each other in the halls. Then during grade eleven, we started talking on msn out of no where.. oddly I was too shy to add him on msn, but I just felt like I had too. I just told myself I'd only talk to him if he messaged me first, which.. he did. It was completely platonic then, just laughing and making fun of each other, constantly; making jokes and having our own little inside jokes. So we talk on msn and for days he forces to get out what I wanted to my birthday, and he did. So he goes out of his way and buys me a sweater.. (which everything I've done is with that sweater on.). Then he tells me he's going to Florida for two weeks, which made me a little upset.. but I was like, 'Heeey, it's all good. Just two weeks, it'll be over soon then we can chill again after.' But everything just started to fall into place. We began to chill with just us alone, it was fuuuun. Freezing our asses off at a randooo bus stop to go to Square One, then doing nothing when we're there. After, he snuck me into his house when his parents weren't home and we watched Benjamin Button - blanket sharing, relaxing on each other.
"This feels like... a date."
"Heh.. I know eh."

We hug.. we almost kissed, but we just brushed it off. Then I leave to go home. Then next day, we watched Ice Age together.. I guess I just realized something then. So, I leave again, coming back the next day, expecting to watch Highschool Musical 3, obviously a fail, so we decided to get busy with other things.. no sexual intention, don't worry.

"I really
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".. I don't mind. (I really want to too..)"
"I forgot how to kiss.."
"It's not that hard.."
"-hides face in blankets-"
"Michelle.. -pulls her head out and kisses her-"
"EEEEEEEEEEP. Oh. That felt different. Was there anything there ? Did it feel nice ? It felt hallow, didn't it. Where's the emotion ? It was dry. Let's try it again."

LMFAO. My heart was racing insanely. I thought my heart was going to explode, so I just spit out whatever.

"-pushes him away- AHH YOU PUT YOUR TONGUE IN MY MOUTH."
"SORRY, I didn't know if you wanted it or not!"
".. I didn't expect it.. but I liked it... it's the first time I had to go on my tippy toes to kiss someone."

Two weeks of Florida. The most torture ever - if we didn't have our BlackBerrys.. I would've went crazy. I never knew I could miss someone so much..

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It's funny how the most least expected things tend to happen.. during the the most unexpected times. Everything happened so suddenly, I guess it was just a shock, especially because it's something different. Of course, the best things come by surprise.

It used to be just me and him saying hi to each other in the halls. Then during grade eleven, we started talking on msn out of no where.. oddly I was too shy to add him on msn, but I just felt like I had too. I just told myself I'd only talk to him if he messaged me first, which.. he did. It was completely platonic then, just laughing and making fun of each other, constantly; making jokes and having our own little inside jokes. So we talk on msn and for days he forces to get out what I wanted to my birthday, and he did. So he goes out of his way and buys me a sweater.. (which everything I've done is with that sweater on.). Then he tells me he's going to Florida for two weeks, which made me a little upset.. but I was like, 'Heeey, it's all good. Just two weeks, it'll be over soon then we can chill again after.' But everything just started to fall into place. We began to chill with just us alone, it was fuuuun. Freezing our asses off at a randooo bus stop to go to Square One, then doing nothing when we're there. After, he snuck me into his house when his parents weren't home and we watched Benjamin Button - blanket sharing, relaxing on each other.
"This feels like... a date."
"Heh.. I know eh."

We hug.. we almost kissed, but we just brushed it off. Then I leave to go home. Then next day, we watched Ice Age together.. I guess I just realized something then. So, I leave again, coming back the next day, expecting to watch Highschool Musical 3, obviously a fail, so we decided to get busy with other things.. no sexual intention, don't worry.

"I really
sldkfmaweifalsdjfanlkjwenalksjdcnlaskjnfaweurhawufaksjdfalkwjehalskjdfnalkwefhasidufhakwlje
fnalkjnwelkjfanksjdcnalwekjfnalweufaskdjfanwlieufnalskjdfnaskjdfanliweufnaksjdfnweanwlekjf want to kiss you."
".. I don't mind. (I really want to too..)"
"I forgot how to kiss.."
"It's not that hard.."
"-hides face in blankets-"
"Michelle.. -pulls her head out and kisses her-"
"EEEEEEEEEEP. Oh. That felt different. Was there anything there ? Did it feel nice ? It felt hallow, didn't it. Where's the emotion ? It was dry. Let's try it again."

LMFAO. My heart was racing insanely. I thought my heart was going to explode, so I just spit out whatever.

"-pushes him away- AHH YOU PUT YOUR TONGUE IN MY MOUTH."
"SORRY, I didn't know if you wanted it or not!"
".. I didn't expect it.. but I liked it... it's the first time I had to go on my tippy toes to kiss someone."

Two weeks of Florida. The most torture ever - if we didn't have our BlackBerrys.. I would've went crazy. I never knew I could miss someone so much..

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1. so, this is how it is ?
2. Yuck
3. Nothing
4. ?
5. Tired of this..
6. Falling ♥
7. Wedding Dress
8. Shit happens.
9. Gravity
10. Promise ♥

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